For the past few months I have been trying to be strong for my mother. She was diagnosed with stage 3 breast cancer. She has gone through so much and even harder obstacles are in store. At the moment she is undergoing aggressive chemo therapy. All this time I have been hating myself for not being able to be of actual help. The most I can do is be supportive and still this feels as if it isn't enough.

Maybe it's because a part of me has always thought her to be invincible. Considering everything she has endured in the past...never did I once think that something alike cancer would come to plague her. My mother has suffered greatly in this life. I can't help but curse everything to hell. She shouldn't have to suffer anymore. It's just not freaking feasible that a pure soul as hers has to go through this kind of pain.

Suffice to say my artistic whims have been put on the back burner. Maybe indefinitely I'm still not sure. For some reason I can't help but feel empty inside. Thereofire I figured I would give a heads up as to why I am not doing a single thing on Deviant art.

To my friends: Keep up the beauty of that which you continue to submit. You all are super talented and lovely ladies.

-Lady DarkFire